R.I.P.

Today, February 11th, 2010 is/was a very very very sad day.
Other than me concluding that my bike was STOLEN from the hood that is USC.........
ALEXANDER MCQUEEN DIED. :( i found out when cfan told me and was deeply affected. 
LIKE WTF IS THIS MADNESS? HOW COULD A LEGEND JUST LEAVE US LIKE THAT? WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MYSELF NOW???????


i LOVED these. always wanted one :(


dibs getting.




studying.... or not.

i hate studying. and with the onset of finals aka an accumulation of a shitload of stuff i never understood in the first place, i hate it even more. hate it hate it hate it.
i cant study and when i try to i find my mind wandering off wishing i wasnt here, wishing that i was in hk. when life sucks here, such as now, i like to feel sorry for myself and think about all the things i miss back at home......
since im pretty much always hungry i think about food...
i miss bubble tea
i miss peking duck
i miss char siu fan
i miss tofufa and other desserts
i miss the mango place
i miss dimsum
i miss fishballs
i miss wonton noodles
i miss nestea and soymilk
i miss legit cupnoodles
i miss ajisen ramen
i miss japanese food (Zuma)
i miss cake (Sevva!!!!)
i miss high tea (Grand Hyatt/IFC etc)
i miss thai food (Lian)

... and then i think about how i cant stand half the people around me here and their incessant noise and 
i miss my family
i miss my friends
i miss all the stragglers that i didnt care too much about but whose presence brought on a comforting feel of familiarity...

.. and just everything else.....

i miss CAUSEWAY BAY
i miss just hopping in a taxi and getting to causeway in 10 mins, where i could shop and feast and wander around aimlessly with people i like
i miss after school manicures / eating
i miss shopping!!! pacific place and IFC. beautiful ifc <3
i miss lkf
i miss parkview!!!!!
i dont really miss hkis
i miss my home
i miss my bed
i miss sleeping as late as i want and napping whenever i want
i miss not having to be considerate/put up with a roommate
i miss not having to make my own microwavable food
i miss tea
i miss showering twice a day
i miss my clean shower
i miss my own bathroom
i miss my toys
i miss tv in my room + all my dvds
i miss not being in a squishy room where my stuff doesnt fit
i miss not having to wash/fold my own clothes
i miss not having to study ALL THE TIME

... i'm sure il think of many more as my studying continues.. but for now, must go back to hell



my achilles heel(s)

facebook, celebrity gossip websites, napping, easymac, online shopping, and shoes and i have love-hate relationships.
facebook and celebrity gossip websites.
i think i can group these two together because they are my ultimate means of procrastination. i spend way too much time on both, doing the same thing no less--stalking other people. the only difference is on facebook, most the time i know who these people are on a personal level and for celebrity gossip websites, meh not so much (though i would like to)... but i don't know, it's just something about finding out details about other's lives, finding out about things that you don't get to do in your own life that makes it so interesting. or maybe its just me.
(excuse the watermark...)
easymacs.
these things are the best and the worst. depends on when you look at it. before you eat it, and you're starving, it's the best thing. it's quick, it's delicious, it's convenient. but once you're done with that bowl of mac and cheese...the truth dawns on you--you just ate 2409520 calories.
online shopping.
can i just point out how easy it is to online shop? if you're armed with a credit card, you're all set. typing in your credit card number, your address is so much more convenient than having to get up and go to the mall to get the stuff. not to mention, some malls don't have these shops. thing is, you don't realize how fast or how much you're spending when you're online shopping. and that's the bulk of our love-hate relationship, dearest online shopping. because you can't actually see the cash flying out of your wallet, you can't see how fast the cash is depleting from your wallet, you don't realize how much you've spent. there's so goddamn much shit out there on the internet for you to buy. i wish i knew how to quit you, online shopping.
nail polishes.
i have way too much nail polish. and i keep changing my nail color, too. i keep buying new colors, because there's never too much nail polish. now comes the problem of where the fuck am i going to store them and how the fuck am i going to sneak it past my mom?
napping.
i nap (almost) everyday. it's just i'm sitting at my desk, determined to work and my eyelids just start drooping. i cannot help it. i end up napping more than i sleep at night. because i'm just nocturnal like that and i work best at night. but this is doing my health no good whatsoever. i'm up till 3 or even 4 in the morning working because i slept through the entire day. i could have slept at 12 if i worked instead of napped. but still, nap>work. without a doubt.
shoes.
perhaps my most expensive archille's heel (literally). i buy shoes. i love shoes. i want shoes. i need shoes. i look at shoes. i covet shoes that other people have. shoes shoes shoes SHOES SHOES SHOES.
and per ngl's request, my two pairs of new sneakers. initially, i got two pairs from gilt and told myself i was going to return one pair, once i've tried out how well they fit and all, but in the end, they both look so nice i just decided to keep them.


ceefan

microwave smores :9

hello and without further ado...
ingredients: marshmallows, chocolate, honey maid graham crackers
(i hope everyone likes my wallpaper.)
Step 1) Prepare graham cracker.
Step 2) Place chocolate onto graham cracker.

Step 3) Place marshmallow onto chocolate and graham cracker.
Step 4) Place into microwave. Set to 15-20 seconds on HIGH.
Step 5) Take out of microwave. Place other graham cracker onto the marshmallow.
Step 6) Eat and get fat. But please do enjoy.

i blame the twix latte and blueberry muffin.

it's been a while...

so the blog layout is UNDER CONTRUCTIONNNNN. i'm trying to draw the background, dates, banner and stuff. but its all taking a while. homework sucks. midschmerms are coming up (next week...eek!). and i strongly believe nap times are essential to maintaining my sanity. so between all that, not to mention PEOPLE troubles (already christina? its only the second month of college...), i don't really have time to draw. oh and i don't have my sharpies or coloring pencils. though they are on their way! so for now, bear with us and suffer through this layout.

you know that link? that link everyone's been posting on their facebook statuses? this? this link SUCKS. not because the content itself is inadequate (though the lack of a mention about lkf did initially upset me) but because OHMYGOD I FUCKING MISS HONG KONG. sigh. i'm not going to dwell on my homesickness.
i won't.
i won't.
i won't.
i'm enjoying a cup of twix latte (latte with a shot of chocolate and caramel...yum:9) and a blueberry muffin in my double visions in classics class. its a class where everyone has their computers, we're all on facebook/youtube/whatever other websites we like to frequent and we pipe up once in a while with a seemingly well-thought out response to the reading we did, argue a bit about how we're interpreting the book so to seem we really read the book, and we totally understand it. its a good class, because it reminds me slightly of astbury's ap english class, though of course it doesn't quite compare because no one can be as amazing as astbury. but nonetheless, i really enjoy this class. mostly because i can update my blog, drink a cup of delish coffee, and munch on a muffin. everyone's sitting in an oval, computers open, typing every now and then (probably to respond to a facebook wall-post) and their eyes looking towards the teacher in an effort to look like they're paying attention. the readings are...dry and so fucking long. but it is a literature class, what else did i expect... and i enjoy writing the essay, because its so reminiscent of the ap english writings we did. sigh.
i'd just like to take a moment and showcase NGL's and my new purchases! the thing i actually enjoy in the states is the convenience of online shopping. i can now shop online virtually (ha virtually, see what i pulled there? i like that i amuse myself easily. makes my life sunnier and cheerier) everywhere, instead of having to send them to my brother or pay 239042 dollars to get international shopping.
anyway onwards!
first and foremost, from karmaloop:
The Cinderella Braided Wrap Bracelet & Headband by Disney Couture
we had been eyeing this piece for a long time. back when we were back in hong kong and in lane crawford. oh how i miss the luxury of 852. the malls here are pretty much shit, whereas the malls in hong kong are The Shit. anyway online here on karmaloop, it's so much cheaper than when we saw it in hong kong. we bought it immediately :) NGL and i need to stop getting the same things. seriously. i bet we can wear the same outfits with the same accessories.
last night, as i was watching grey's anatomy and painting my nails (or attempting to at least, there was SOMEONE who would not leave me alone and could not use fucking google), NGL went and bought herself a pair of 'serena' boots. namely, these:
Chinese Laundry "Strate" Boots in Grey
she spent an hour obsessing over them, asking me if there's a heel, what the hell a split suede means, whether she should get them or not, whether they looked good or not. just general this-makes-me-want-to-headdesk type of things. but yes, she got them, thanks to me. she is apparently, incapable of googling anything.
afan got me two jackets :)
numbah1:
for some reason, numbah2 isn't on the website anymore...but its grey and gorgeous.
anyway yay!
tgif much people? i always hate mondays and fridays because i have three straight classes that never seem to end, and i always seem to get more irritated and sleepier as class goes by. monday are the fucking worst because i have all my classes then, 6.5 hours of class. 6.5 hours worth of complete bullshitting and pointless wishes for a bed. i'm just glad to get friday over with. the weekend has finally arrived :)

i've been spending a lot of time reading other people's blogs, browsing through etsy and deviantart, which i tell you, can take you forever. you just keep clicking on more and more links, which lead you to even more links, so basically, i waste a lot of time these days on the internet.
reading other people's blogs has made me once again wish that i kept a diary/journal. i don't mean an electronic one, but a handwritten one. i've always wanted to keep a journal as such, to doodle in it, to write bullshit in, to stick pictures i like in it, etc, but i just never had the patience and willpower to keep up with it. i guess a few of the more difficult obstacles i had was that i didn't want to ruin my new beautiful journal and its pristine clean pages, and that i didn't know what i wanted to write in it. but the thing is, now i realize, who the fuck cares what you write in it? its your journal, so you can draw ugly gnomes eating babies and no one will care. no one will judge you or read it (unless they steal it, then that's a different thing) so its up to you what you want to place in it. i'm a sentimental person and i tend to keep movie ticket stubs, concert ticket stubs, receipts, post-its, random notes passed during class, paper wristbands, etc. and it'll be nice to keep them all in one place, and to be able to read back in a few weeks, months or years and remember the good times i had. (cue corny music!) i also tend to read a lot of quotes and it'll be good for me to have a collection of it written down, so lest i need any inspiration, motivation, imagination or whatevertion (just thought i'd continue with the pattern of the -tions) i can always have a pool of ideas to draw from. i also have a lot of random thoughts. like why did they name blueberries blueberries when they named raspberries raspberries. why didn't they name it redberries? they named blackberries blackberries. (...see what i mean? i go off on tangents that don't relate or cohere to what i was initially talking about.)
wow this is a long entry.
oh and i'm going to start placing labels on my entries (you should, too ngl) to make archiving and searching up old topics easier.

HK love.

so omg, instead of doing my essay, i found Prestige magazine online and was looking at their photoshoots, one of which was at Sevva. with this came a huge burst of homesickness! :( 
looking at all the yummy cakes, beautiful place and clothes.. ugh. also looked at some of the others... boo. i miss luxurious 852! :(

midterms midshmerms

so after many sleepless nights, the nonlearner finally took her calc126 and black movements midterm today. both were pretty shrugs. 
just attended a dumb lecture about the environment. made me think of cfan's status, so witty.
i'm hungry. but i don't know what i'm hungry for.. actually i could make a list of things i'm hungry for, just to name a few: real sushi, KOREAN BBQ (OMFG ARIRANG I MISS YOU!! :( ), cha siu fan, etc. :( i'm sick of the food halls. even though they are serving different food it just feels the same. it all tastes like chicken! just kidding. but seriously what should i eat? i ran out of microwavable friends, other than mac and cheese, which im sick of. :( i have some cup noodles which i think i might end up going for. woohoo. and now i need to save my fingers because i have a spanking 7 page essay that i need to finish tonight. I LOVE YOU MALCOLM X!